Just viewed Weini's blog.
So, I've got something to say here.
TO: My dearest bestie Weini,
First, about the Birthday.
I understand how down you've actually felt and
I think now you've finally understand how I hated Birthday so much.
'cause the truth is, no one will cares about our Birthday.
Birthday sucks.
Just don't think about, like wot I always tell myself:
"Never expect. You'll feel less pain that way."
No worries, I'll wish Happy Birthday on your 18, 19, 20 ...101 years old's birthday! :)
Second,
"Sometimes, I cry too, when I reach certain breaking point.
And everytime I do cry, I inhale deeply, smile and force myself to move on.
I never really release them all out."
(Superb agree with this line!)
Just like wot I've told you before, about the friends drifting away.
It hurts and it makes people wanna cry.
If I'm not mistaken, I've told you that 'they' are all fake people.
They will only find you when they need something from you.
But I'm not, okay? Anything, find me je!
Will always be here for you and lend you my shoulders to let you cry. *tepuk dada!
BUT DON'T BASAHKAN MY SHIRT, ok?
"You know?
I just want to stop acting like I'm so strong.
Like I'm fine all the time.
Like no one can bother me or push my buttons."
(Agreed with this too)
All the girls on earth will never choose to be a strong woman/ girl if they can.
'cause seriously, it's really really really very tiring.
Honestly, I feel like tearing when I read your blog (and the music makes me wanna cry!)
Been there, done that.
Being strong at the outside when you're breaking down inside, is a hardcore job ever.
Anyway, whenever you feel mood-out or sad or down or random, just FIND ME.
At least, I'm more free than the 'TOP' class students/ so-called 'FRIENDS'. :D
STAY STONG you woman!
Time will change everything.
FROM: Your darling Jasmine :)